Your list brought tears to my eyes. Lewis is so lucky to have you as a reader, even if he did die before you could send him a letter.

(I should say that I loved Perelandra very much, that it affected my thoughts on the questions it raised, and that I thought the world was wonderful, but that I in no way approached the depth of thought on it that you have had.)

Second ETA: I'd love to be able to be in a room where you and trusted others were talking about the things you mention on that list, because they're among the things I've spend many of my hours thinking about, and I care about the questions and the asking of them a whole lot)